im so over october

I cannot believe this!



Im awed by it!
I mean can u believe it?
And guess what?

There is still a school ordering for 70 tickets!!!!
But its already a full house!

So, what does this means?
My schools dance group is good?
Hehe...
I mean, I would say its good!
It is soo good that the ticket don deserve to be $10.
it should be more!!!

Yah!

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Btw, im outside my house now!
Haha!
At the garden.


My parents is having a gathering with their friends in the house.
And the man are all smoking!
FUCK!
Can u believe that my dad actually allow them to smoke in the house!
I am actually MAD at him now!
Just don wana tell him.
And guess what?
because of them, my dad start to pick up smoking!

I mean its like he hardly smokes.
Socially.
I hardly see him smoke.
But ever since he meet his friends,
all of them smoke.
He also follow.
Now he smokes more than ever.
I see him with a box of cigarette all the time.

Can i say he is mixing around with the wrong company???
Am I right to say that? AM I??? What do you think???


I mean if i mix around with friends who smoke
and i pick up smoking.
They will surely tell im with the wrong company.
So,
my dad is also in the same situation!

Now the whole house stinks!
Like freaking hell!
ARGH!!!!! Hate it!!!!!

once again,
read my lips!

fuck you!
i said my lips!
not the words!
why are you reading the words??
my lips!
my lips!

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Holiday is going to end soon.
Like literally!
Saturday.
Sunday.
School day!
Ahhh...
*cry*

I want to go swimming....!!!
Pathetic Holiday!
I can swear that this is the
Major Pathetic Holiday Ever!
*roll eyes*

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creation

Ok!
I came up with my own costume.

First,
i got my inspiration from this picture.
ha was in all white actually.
I photoshoped it actually.
To the acceptable colour.



Next,
I draw out.

how?
nice?
ok.
a little bit explanation.
the main top and ruffles are not together
they are 2 separate pieces.
the main top might be a normal black longsleeve shirt
+
shoulder pad (customization)
then it will look more like Prince!
Haha
And that thing around my hand.
also different.


3rd step.
Photoshop.

So,
this is how it looks like!
Just a draft.
Hehe.

there is a need to add more bling bling.
That one is not planned yet.
So far,
i am going to show it to Zaini (instructor)
soon!
And wait to what he has to say.

One problem!
Where am i going to get purple ruffles???

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This will the post title.

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OK!
I realise i have complaining a lot.
Like literally a lot.

ok.
Hmmm...

Have u ever seen a limousine in Singapore???
DO u even know that there is a limousine in Singapore?

Not convince its in Singapore???




I hope the typical
Singapore HDB,
Singapore Expressway Board,
Singapore SMRT Bus.

Convince???
Hehe.

It also says,
for booking call,
i didnt really get the number.

How i wish i can get one of that...

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Btw, this car is so cute.
With that so called 'eyelid'
Name: Cheyy QQ
OMG!
so cutr!
Cherry Cute Cute!

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Holiday right not!
yeay.... :(

Took this photo in School.
Cute right???
Spongebob & Cookie Monster!
Haha!


And this is one of my teams assignment.
Its about Privacy!
And my team and I did on
Celebrity Lesbians and Paparazzi!
Sizzling hot!

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I am still lost for costume.
Did a little research for costume.

Prince!





So, maybe you guys can help me a little.
Im looking for ruffles.
Maybe a black one!

I am despo for costume!!!
Help Me!

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I went to acer just now morning.
So tiring.
Took like 2 hr before my laptop is fixed!
Laptop is much better now!
Haha

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Just now had dance!
Was feeling sick at first.
Actually in the train from Jurong.
Then bought panadol FAST!
Took one,
and was feeling better after sometime.
I am just feeling a little bit glad with dance.
Just a bit!
Still mad abt the time table though!

Tml still got dance!
Haiz...

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time table

My holiday time table suck!!!

Can u just look at my time table???
I mean like WTF!!!!
where is my holiday???
is this sacrifices necessary???

i already sacrifice a lot for my Os.
My holidays were
Studies! Studies! Studies!

Now Dance! Dance! Dance?
I tot dance should be what you want to do.
Out of your willingness..
Now, it seems as if i am forcing my self!
Forcing myself to dance!
That is not what i want!
PLEASE!

How am i going to enjoy my holiday???
ARGH!!!
I am just damn
FUCKING MAD WITH MY IG!!!!

Look at my THURSDAY!!!!
and FRIDAY!!!

The next time there is any school holiday,
it just FUCKING NOTHING TO ME!!!

Holiday, no Holiday
still have to go school!!!!

ARGH!!!!!

SO, if you want to ask me out,
think again!

ASK MODERN DANCE IG
for taking my holiday aka FREEDOM a way!

*i still wan to go out.
ask me out.
i am free after 4.*

Anyone want to go out tml?
MONDAY!

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High School Musical!

I wana watch!


High School Musical 3

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Eat You UP!

I am going to
Eat You UP!

I am uber hungry now!!
careful!!!
give me a whole whale,
I wont eat!
*endangered animal*

Give me a whole cow!
I will eat everything!
Leaving the plate clean
spic and span.

Actually it is an old song.
Was browsing through someones blog.
Found this out.

The old song.




Modernized by
BOA

I dont really know about her.
But she is doing pretty well with her
English pronunciation.



Well...
Not bad right!
I like her moves!
Damn cool!
I think i wana learnt some of the moves.
especially the chorus!


I am already in love with the song.
If anyone can download it for me,
help me can?
Hehe.
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Talking about moves,
or i should say dance.
Let me give u a little sneak preview of
what I am going to be doing..


Lets Go Crazy


When Doves Cry


Purple Rain


Kiss


Basically my instructor got his inspiration from
PRINCE


Please ah!
I don't get my 'Prince' inspiration from him!!!
No way!!!

And guess what,
i have to look for costume myself!
the theme is
Purple, Black, Silver
Fashion 80s!

Can you tell me where i can get it???
I can hardly find any man's fashion 80s
in the net!

People i need to go shopping!!!!!!
SHOP SHOP SHOP!

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loosing it

Life have been a little boring and exciting at the same time.
I know its contradicting
but yeah.

On a whole,
its boring.
Coz, i wake up early in the morning at 7.
Leave house at 8.
School till 5.
Then dance.
ends like 9.45?
reach home at 10+
shower,
do RJ,
sleep
and life continues.

i feel as if i am loosing the jizz in life.
home is like a hotel to me.
i mean my life is worst den normal working people lah!
It like working overtime everyday!
ARGH!

the only interesting part is
dance is more challenging.
tiring but fun!
got the time table for holiday.

Tuesday- 1 till 4 pm
Wednesday- 1 till 4 pm
Thursday- 10 till 1 pm
Friday- 5 till 7 pm

Ermm...
is that a school holiday or
holiday which you have to go school everyday???
HELLO???
whats this????
FUCK LAH!

how to rest?
how to meet up with friends?
people have been complaining that i am drifthing a part from them.
I mean hello?
look at my timetable lah!
AARGH!!!
FUCK!

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My weakness

I didn't realise that i got
MOOD SWING!

OMG!
Didn't realise that

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Like, WHAT THE HELL???

* ALL THIS WAS LAST WEEK!!!*
just didn't post it
hehe

Live have been hectic lately.
Seriously.

Had dance on Monday.
Reach home at after 10.30pm
It wasn't that tiering, coz i was not feeling well.
Thanx to the smoker!
Almost every toilet i went in school,
got smell of smoke.
FUCKING people smoking in the toilet.
DAMN PATHETIC LIFE!
My hoodies was all polluted by the fucking smoke.
So is my sensitive nose.

Due to excessive intake of smoke,
i had terrible headache.
FUCK YOU SMOKERS!


Anyway,
i only got rest on Tuesday.
Wednesday got dance.
Did blocking.
Was kinda disappointed of myself.

Yesterday also got dance.
Terrible!
Had this technic training.
Very much like ballet!!!
I was like WTH!
The experience was
"i seriously got no comment"
It was harder than i thought.

It was sad that the instructor left half way.
He was very frustrated with us.
People are absent all the time.
And we only got 3 weeks left before the big day.
And we are barely half way through the 15min song.

I couldn't do much but to just improve.

Somewhere in the middle of the practise,
Yvonne (Dance President)
told me to see her after the whole thing.
She sounded serious.
I was a little scared and nervous.
I meet her with some other selected dancers.
Guess what she said,
"The seniors are stepping down.
And you guys are the potential future committee member."

WOW!
Never see that coming....
A little shock there.
But oh well.
Just potential right!
But what role i will be taking,
i am not sure yet!
E-mail will be sent out soon.

I was thinking about it,
and asked myself.
Can I take up any of the position?
Am i ready?
Will i be able to handle the group of people?
More pressure!
Higher expectation and responsibility!
Haiz...

And TODAY got dance again.
Preview for all those performing for MUSE.
MODERN DANCE, MALAY DANCE, INDIAN DANCE, HIP HOP AND SOCIAL DANCE.
From 5 till 9.
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I lost my appetite.
I have been skipping dinner.
Everyday reach home at 11 tired.
Do RJ.
By that time it is already 12.
I straight away go to sleep!
Can't bother about dinner any more!
Lunch, just cannot finish all food i bought.
Haiz...

Just 3 more weeks!
And i can have some peace!
Oh ya,
Holiday in 2 weeks time!!!
YEAY!
But UT is a killer!

* ALL THIS WAS LAST WEEK!!!*
just didn't post it
hehe

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Kerli!

I was surfing the net.
And came by this add.

Kerli

I love her so much!




I love her style!
So Gothic!

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When there is flame,
don't add fuel to it.
Even though it is just perfume.

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I can live without YOU!

When i meet u,
I thought i would be happy.
But,
I wasn't...

You took advantage of me.
I was hurt.
am hurt and is hurt.
All time!

No matter how hard i try,
i just cannot get rid of you!
Why???

I tried 101 ways to get rid of you.
But I just couldn't.
I failed.
Because you are always with me!
WHY??

What must i do to get rid of you???!
Do you know that
I can live without you!
I will be happier without you!

Everyday,
I just couldn't get myself to look in the mirror.

Even people are telling me off!
It takes me a lot of courage to face people.
I have to be very wary every single second!

I just feel uncomfortable with you around!
I hurts me a lot.
I fake a smile all the time.
Its all my fault!

I am just worried!
Worried all the time.

You invited
candle that shines darkness!
How am i going to live with it???

I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!

To let you go,
it so hard....


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The story states nobody.
There is no women nor men is involve in the story.
It is all about ME!
Its about MYSELF AND I!

I know it may sound ridiculous,
it is actually about my body.
It is all about my body!
I have never hated my body so much.
Feels like ripping my body apart,
and replace it with the new ones.
I just hate that my body is just too skinny!

SKINNY!
SKINNY!
SKINNY!

People are going anorexic!
But I,
its the opposite!
People are dying to get thin!
Trying go on diet to get thin!
People forced themselves to stop eating.

But i
try my best not to stop eating!
I tried to eat as much as i can!
I starve myself to eat more!
I am hungry for fats and muscle!
That seems to never appear in my life.
It just doesn't appear in the dictionary of my body.

All i can see are just skeleton and bones.
And the number 45!
Just don't seem to go away.

I am looking anorexic for a guy!
I am way under weigh for my age!

People are telling me to eat more!
Eat more!
EAT MORE!
EAT MORE!!!

I AM EATING MORE!!!
ALRIGHT!!!

What else do you want me to do???

Everytime i look at food!
I force myself to eat them.
No matter how full i was.

'People force themselves to eat'
Never heard of that right?

Each time i look in the mirror,
it just breaks my heart.

What more facing people.
Sometimes,
i am scared to meet people,
just because of my body.
I just could not get what people always think.

"Oh my god! He is so skinny!"
"Is he anorexic or what?"
People have never say this to me,
but i believe that they ever thought of it!
Maybe in just being paranoid...
But whatever!

I just could not live like this all my life.
I have to get rid of it!
And be better!

I just hate my body the way it is!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!


Despite all the hatred that i have to my body,
i am grateful that i am alive!
Healthy!

I am grateful that i can do whatever i want.
I can eat,
I can walk,
I can talk,
I can smell,
I can listen,
I can see,
Practically, i can do things that other can.

Thank You God

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Artificial Beauty of Eyes!

Lately,

many people are wearnig contact lenses!

Like LITERALLY!

I know it makes their eyes look nicer.

*not really for me. esp those wierd colours*

I guess its just not my type.

Coz, some ppl wear contact lenses to make themselves look like 'Ang Mo'

First they get their hair dyed.

Then eye colour changed.

What ELSE???

LEG HAIR?

ARMPIT HAIR?

PUBIC HAIR?

Whatever it is,

im just not into contact lenses.

I find no reason why i should wear them.

Except for those that would enlarge your eyes.

Coz i got a pretty small eyes.

Especially when i laugh or smile.

I know it makes not much difference

but....

Hehe...

I know i am making contradiciton.

Hehe!

Btw,

i passed by this blog.

And they sell contact lense.

Victims of Fashion

There is no limit to Creativity!

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No pain no Gain!

LIFE is so beautifool!
Without the 'ME' in me,
i dont know how my life would be.

School = Stress
NOT!!!!
I am loving school now!
Enjoy each and everyday of it!

The only thing that is stressing me now is dance!
Haha!
My Modern Dance IG.

Here is the latest news.
There is ONLY like 4 guys in the IG.
Including me.
I am sure you guy know about the performance that i will be performing.
Well, my instructor wanted to put EVERYONE in.
One of the guy is already kicked out.
The other one is planning to be kicked out.
Now left with only two guys!
If the 3rd guy is not discipline with his attendance,
I will be left alone.
Left alone surrounded by all the pretty girls!
HAHA!
That's the good thing about being the only guy.
BUT,
expectation will be different.
Being the ONLY guy,
I will be very outstanding.
People will have different expectation from me.
PRESSURE!
PRESSURE!
Furthermore i am UNTRAINED!
I got no good dance background.
Haiz.................

Now that one very big event is coming up,
and time is limited!
Practice in indeed INTENSIVE!!!
Now,
i got dance every
MONDAY,
WEDNESDAY.
THURSDAY!

GAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

Btw,
help me to pass event around aite!

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BUY TICKETS!

Quick!
Get the tickets now!!

Just got them!

Some of the photo that I "just" recieved.
And i like them a lot!!!

The first 3 are my Favourite!!!

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