i dont need exams, i need shopping.

Definition of Holiday

a day fixed by law or custom on which ordinary business is suspended in commemoration of some event or in honor of some person.

2.

any day of exemption from work ( distinguished from working day).

3.

a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.: New businesses may be granted a one-year tax holiday.

4.

a religious feast day; holy day, esp. any of several usually commemorative holy days observed in Judaism.

5.

Sometimes, holidays. Chiefly British . a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation.

6.

an unintentional gap left on a plated, coated, or painted surface.


and yeah!
That is what I'm having now!
and for the past few weeks ago...
hahah

So busy being bored at home.
So busy lazing around.
hahaha!

Aside from that
the YOG.
They are so lucky to have volunteers.
FREE LABOUR!

I dont really fall under that category.
By right i should have volunteered and enhance my portfolio.
But I was busy with dance.
Performance here and there.
How to volunteer.
and I perform also for YOG.

My first YOG performance was one word.
CRAZY!
YEAH!

We were dancing in the middle of the basketball court.
With all the basketballers practicing their game.
I was like....
OH MY GOD!
Oh mY FreAKinG God!!!

While we were dancing,
BALLLS were flying around!!!
They were flying all over the place!

can you imagine that!!!!

SIAO!


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And finally I made my late night sleeping to good use.
MONEY MONEY MONEY!
YEAH!
I worked night shift.
Thanx to Mr HACD!

I was working for 4 nights at the YOV.
aka Youth Olympic Village.

The place where the olympian sleep, eat, play, had sex, dance, club and many more...
I was under DHL.
Help they to tear down the village.
1st 2 days was the best!

Yeah!
I was practically 'makan gaji bute'
direct translation: eat salary blind.
Yeah!
hope that helps!
hahahah!

It means you are working but not working.
You do nothing but still got pay.

Because on the 1st 2 days, our duty were to help the olympian transport their luggage to the truck.
But I work from 11pm to 7am.
So not many people go home at that time.
So i was at the canteen doing nothing.
Just chatting...
sleeping and yah...
nothing much..

Not only until the 3rd and 4th day.
That is when all the work come down piling like a water fall.

Everyone were posted the main village.
previously was at the hostels.
and that is when work begins.
we have to transport all the NIE classrooms tables and chair back to normal.
Arrange the chairs to how it use to be.

Yah..
and i was told that they are trying to do a 3 months job in 3 days.
meaning the set up took 3 months.
and they are trying to tear down and get things back to normal in
3 freaking days!

Tell me how possible is that?!

But yah...
I'm done working there...

I cant wait to get my pay!!


talking about pay,
i got my pay for dancing in zirca!
YEAH!!!

$150!

and on that day it self,
i spent the money.
Only $20.
haha
I bought a poloT from G2000.
They were having offer/sale.
So i just get it since its kind cheap.
hahah


Talking about spending money...
I have yet shop for hari raya.
Like new clothes.
except for the poloT from G2000.

Other than that,
nah....
I myself dont know what to buy.
Coz when I out with my parents and friends,
I dress differently.
I am crazier when Im out with my friends.
I mean when i go out with my parents,
there will be aunties and uncles.
My dressing might be unsightly if i dress like how i go out with my friends.
It might be a little too much for them.

So
when i go out with my parents,
ill just wear simple.
Simple poloT or tshirt and jeans.

Then hari raya,
i dono..
besides the traditional costume.
I don't know what else...

And I think I am going to partly thank my internship for saving me from this misery.
coz i will only have one week to enjoy my raya b4 i stars my attachment.

So yah..

Now now...
let me see what i want to buy.
I have some in mind.
Like the boat shoe i have been dying for!!

something like this



something of earthy colours.
pretty laid back kind of shoe.

I cant rely on my white loafers any more coz the ah bengs are wearing them.


next the pants.
I am seeing the trend in chinos.
and im loving the smart casual look.

look at that!
The soft baby pink and blue combination.
how cute!

I already got the blue one but need to alter it.
Got it at the salvation army at $5.
Kinda big tough.
need to make it slim,
and vualls!

And also im planning to get one cargo colour.
pretty versatile.
I hope i can wear something like that to work!
hahah!

I think i want to get one plain white shirt.
like the one above.

aside from chino,
i also want the coloured jeans from Uniqlo.
They have it in variety of colour.
like different shades of purple, pink, blue, grey.
I wana get those purple one.
Slim cut.
yeah...
thats what i need!

and also i think i want to buy some plain coloured tshirt.
i really need them.
Hacd has loads of them!
All sorts of colour from Topman and Uniqlo.

I wana go Uniqlo and get some.
Saw them selling it at $9 per shirt.
might get a couple of bright colour.

and and and also!
a plain black cardigan.
one simple plain black cardigan.



Its so versatile.
ok!
I am really getting one!

oh yah!
Not forgetting my strip tshirt!
i want to complete my navy look!

pair with my denim short and new boat shoe!
vualla!

wait wait!
i also want to buy those hat.
summer hat they call it.


Maybe im going to do a soft rebond to my hair.
den i can flips hair!
hahahh!

Look at the models for the hats.
They have nice pretty straight hair.
I am not going to do those super straight like broom hair.
Just nice smooth and natural looking hair.
coz my hair now is pretty curly.
just need to thin it a little.
and vualla!

and that is soo much of 'i dono what to buy!'
hahaah!

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Exams is just around the corner...
and i have not studied!

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Anyone else but you...

Your part time lover and a full time friend,
The monkey on the back is the latest trend,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

Here is a church and here is a steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage,
I want more fans, you want more stage,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

I'm always tryin to keep it real,
Now I'm in love with how you feel,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train,
I kiss you all starry eyed,
My body swings from side to side,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

The pebbles forgive me,
The trees forgive me,
So why can't,
You forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you.



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1 + 1 = ?

I wonder what love is.
I mean like what is the aim of two human being coming and say they are in love?
Like what are the goals of a couple?

In life,
I am sure there are goals that you want to achieve.
Like I want to the next top model or something.
That is on YOUR points of view.
The point of view of oneself.

How about a couple?
What do they want to achieve?
Like they are in love.
I love you.
You love me.
Yes i know that.
And....
Whats next?
besides dating, sex, getting married, building a family...
What else?


Well,
the answer is simple.


" Marriage is a journey,
not a destination."


That answered my question on couple in love.
There was never any aim for couple in love.
It a journey.
A sentiment where by two person vow to be together in any situation.
Walk together.
Any where they go.
Be it a stroll into the park,
an adventure in the jungle,
sleeping in bed,
going through various obstacle in life.
Its all about Me and You walking down together.
Its all about US together.
US together sailing through OUR life.


Yes this is about marriage.
But let apply the same thing to love.
Be it puppy love or the act of making love,
its all about the Journey.


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I have never been in relationship before.
Ok.
Maybe once. But that was just puppy love 5 year back.

I have never dip myself into the taste of real love is.
I never know how do one feel to be in love.
The feeling of saying 'I love You'
Does it tingles your little stomach or give you sweaty palms or
lets you fly up on cloud nine.

I am just curious about all the love thinging.
It is so interesting.
So intricate.
Yet can be as simple as putting the biscuits in the basket.

I would love to explore this thing called 'love'
but I don't think I am ready for it.
Maybe I am ready for it.
Unknowingly.
But....

I would let fate work its way.

If cupid comes shooting arrow on me and another person.
Let it be.
I don't want to be the cupid and
shoot an arrow to the person I want myself.

I told this to my BFF before.
If I don't have any partner when I grow old,
i don't mind my parents find one for me.
For I believe it would be a blessing from them.

So,
whoever you are out there.
If we are meant to be together,
I would love you all my life...


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Living in the closet

Living in the closet.
I have been living in the closet for the longest of time.
I would love to come out of it.
I don't think this is the time yet.

Maybe near future...




Coz there are still a lot more stuff i need to explore in my closet before i can open its door.
There are still a lot of cleaning required before I can come out.
The consequences of coming out of the closet is uber dangerous.
Speculation will fly around and there goes...

When I am ready,
I will open the door and let everyone in.

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Hello Mr Intership/Attachment

Changi Airport Group Pte Ltd


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The story of a smoker

Back then when I was in primary 2,
I started to smoke.
Everyone around me smoke.
So, why can't I?

Unfortunately,
my family don't work.
Our house was the ultimate gambling dent.
Back then,
gambling is always accompanied with cigarette and alcohol.
People come in to gamble, smoke and drink.

Every table was filled with many different boxes and brand of cigarette.
I sneak one piece of it onto the palm,
and rushed out the door.

From that day on ward,
the little baton that is between my two little fingers.
The one that I huff and puff.
The one that accompanied me through out my whole life.
Just like how much you love a person,
its the same as how much i love my cigarette.
Within one day,
I can consume 3-4 box of them.
I am officially married to it.


Primary 4.
I was caught smoking in the school toilet.
The principal called my parents down.

I deserve canning as a part of a punishment.

My dad said,
"Don't punish him. He don't deserve it. If you want to punish, punish me. If you want to cane, cane me. I deserve the punishment. I am not a good father. He smoke because of me. My house is the gambling dent. Everyone in the house smokes."



13 years later,
I would like to change for the better.
I decided to quit smoking.
All the cigarette that I own,
were all dump into the bin.

Over night,
I made them my number one enemy.
I promised not to touch them any more.
Never.
Ever.

For two whole months,
i hadn't had any puff.

One day,
I found myself lying on the hospital bed.
My body has been over there for two weeks.
I was unconscious for two whole week.

The doctor asked, "Do you smoke?"
Me, "Yes. But I have stopped for two months."
Doctor, "How long have you been smoking?"
Me, "Ever since primary 2."

Doctor took me out to the shop.
Went for a walk.
He gave me the box of cigarette that he bought from the shop.
"Here, smoke."

It was my first puff after many months.
Oh heaven.

My diagnose:
I cannot quit smoking.

If I were to smoke,
my body will just collapse.

Smoking is already in me.
Its in my blood.
Its more than a marriage.
My cigarette and I are an item.
Or i should say IS an item.


All I want to say is that,
if you are still young,
its not too late to quit.

If you have never ever touch the little white baton.
Don't even think about it.
Or you might end up regretting it.


Well,
this story came from a taxi driver.
It was kind of him to share it with me.
And i ought to share it with the people I love.
That is you.

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Viva Forever

Do you still remember how we used to be

Feeling together believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour My spirit I gave you
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana Always be mine
Viva Forever I'll be waiting
Everlasting Like the sun
Live Forever for the moment
Ever searching for the world
Yes I still remember every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I've heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, Like the sun
Live Forever, For the moment
Ever searching, for the world
But we're all alone, was it just a dream
Feelings untold, They will never be sold
And the secrets safe with me
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, Like the sun
Live Forever, for the moment
Ever searching, for the world




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Class 95 Movies In The Park

Imagine sitting on the lush green grass with a mat.
Under the sky sprinkled with pretty little twinkling stars.
Pack a basket of sandwiches, snacks and a bottle of refreshing juice.
With your love one.
Watching movie...




Let me chase your curiosity away and fill you with information.

Date: 21st August 2010
Time: Door open at 6
Venue: Fort Canning Park
Movies Showing: G.I.Joe- Rise of Cobra and Avatar
Price: Priceless
(FREE! I like!)
click the photo above for more information




Sounds exciting??

I have always wanted to watch movie outdoor.
This is

Well...
Any one want to go on a date with me?
Just you and me
(and of course some other friends also. hehehe)

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How much are you worth

Walking down the street with a price tag on you.
A price tag that tag how much you are worth.
The prices changes at every glances from different eye.

Do you know every where we go,
we are accompanied with a price tag?

Technically, no.
Hypothetically, YES!

Everywhere you go,
people will put a price on you.
Once again, hypothetically.

What I am saying is the
JUDGMENT.

People judge you!
They
stereotype,
assume,
presume,
normalize.

Lets put that aside.
It just happen naturally.

But what I want to do today is pour out my feeling.
I have this bucket of unhappiness in my heart
and its time to pour them out.

I just feel that sometimes people have high expectation of me.
I mean why??

I am very afraid of people having high expectation of me.
Reason being is that I will disappoint them if I don't meet that expectation.
And the thing is that,
they are the one who created the expectation.

Some people expect me to be like this and that.
But what happen if I am not like this and that?

I know my limit,
thus dont expect much from me.
Even if you do,
tell me your expectation and I will try my very best to meet them.

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For the 1st time in 3 years,
I had my Napfa test.
It was just a mock Napfa test tough.

Sit-up: 50 (5 points)
Standing broad jump: 220+ (2 points)
Sit & Reach: 30+ (2 points)
Pull up: 3 (1 point)
Shuttle Run: 10.3 (5 points)

Total points: 15 points

Cannot get gold already...
Even if I pass my 2.4km with 5 points,
I still need 1 more point to get a gold!


I am going to focus more on my Sit & Reach, Standing Broad Jump and Pull Up!


Tomorrow is the test run for 2.4km run.
Kinda nervous....
and also cant wait for it!
Cant wait to run!!

Only when to cycle just now.
Hope that helps.
Though I know it didnt help much.


My friend said banana is good energy food.
and research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90 minutes workout.

Well,
tomorrow I am going to eat banana before running
and aim for that 10minute 21 second.

Its only 6 run around the field.
ONLY 6 ROUND SYAFIQ!
ONLY 6 ROUND!

very short one....

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