a l o n e

was looking through some of my friends photos.
and felt something was missing.

i was missing...
that class thinging...
that close class friend...

if you wan to say i got a lot of friend.
yes i do.
loads of them.
coming from many different class.
friends = alot.

but i miss that class unity.
like in year 1.
where i only have one class
and have to stick to them all your semester.
which is a good thing.
great friendship develop through out the whole semester.

but now...
haiz....

after 4 weeks,
still having that weird moments in class.
feels as if everyday is first day in class.
like i jus know you when i see you in class once a week.
some of them have their own clique in class.

there is no like class outing.
or like taking photos.
class cam whoring.


i think i am tired of making friends.
i think its more of tired of approaching.
like when changing team,
have to start conversation.
coz everyone is like so serious.
some are like living in their own world.
like..
i dono..

friendship feels like touch and go.
one moment was hahahahaha
next moment, hi, hello, hey


suddenly this depressed feeling came about.
i just miss those days in year 1.
seriously.

the feeling of im looking forward to go school.
the feeling of i want to meet my classmates.
the feeling of excitement to class
the feeling of laughter felling the atmosphere
the feeling of i can be whatever i want to be
the feeling of i know they know me
the feeling of i know they know i am not crazy when i do some crazy stuff
those feeling of comfort in class.



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sometimes i look at you and wonder...
what is your point.
why are you here.
how did you come here.
how do you feel about here.
who ask you to be here
why didnt you find other alternative

to me,
you life seems meaningless.
seems stupid.
seems useless.
seems like junk.
seems like huh???



i seriously wonder whats in you mind.


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single lady

Finally,
the cat is out of the bag.

The bird is free from its cage.

Fly free bird.
Fly bird fly.
Don't ever come back to this cage.
Take this opportunity to reach for greater heights.

May cupid bless you with a more desirable love.



The healing process will be painful,
but bare with it.
As time pass,
it will get better.

May god bless you.


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Like like Like like Like like

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those little lines

i think my stripes was kinda revealed.
a little.

need to cover them up
with a thick blanket of 'calm-nisity'.
So that it wont roar its way out.

zebra prwints any one???


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wonder woman

A salute to the lady staying next door!

Even living in the opposite side of a happy ending fairy tale,
she is still strong!

My heart goes to you.
May you stay strong!

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Oh gee...
Tomorrow is MONDAY!
Monday blues!
Hahaha!

Actually not really.
But tomorrow is Event and Logistic Management!

Do you know what does that mean???
It means....
My class' Event Director will be electing their Committee member!
Damn!
DamN!
damn!

Actually i want to be the event director.
Dont mind being the event director.
Just for the sake of my testimony.
But i am already holding a leadership position
and do not want to hold anymore responsibility.

I think i don't mind holding another leadership role.
But the thing is that i am afraid i cannot hold withstand the pressure.

Besides this,
i have upcoming event like Chingay coming up.
So, i am just worried i cannot fully participate in the event.
I don't mind holding simple jobs.

If i am given a big role in the event,
what would i do?





What would YOU do?


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Btw,
my parent went to Expo yesterday.
And guess what my dad bought for me?
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GUESS!!!

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He bought me a necklace with a SUPERMAN pendent!

AWSOME!!!!!
I am SOOO HAPPY!!!
I am wearing it now.
And so in love with it!!!

AHHHH!!!!!

HAHHAHAAH!!

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Tuesday.
I am going to go cut my bulu!!!

Sooooo looong already!!
Have not cut since national day!
cannot stand already!

Miss Chelsea Anne Rodrigues,
if i got no plan on tuesday, we meet ok!

Plus, people all say my bulu not nice already.
Looks messy!
Long..

Actually i was thinking of keeping my bulu long till Muse.
So that during Muse,
can style my hair like differently.
Make an avant garde hair




Hhehehehee....

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Apparently the song below is no more applicable to YO.





now only left Single Mans!
Hahahhaah!



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DS

D is for Dian
S is for Syafiq

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the is a reason for it and why

From this week onward,
every Friday,
my class will be held at
Raffles Hospitality Center.




ARGH!!!!
Have to travel all the way to the end of the school.
What more,
wear formal clothes!!!!
or i should say Corporate clothing.

and it is a 945 class.
So i have to go on my own.
with those HOT clothes!!!

I am going to DIE!!!

Later i am going to shop for the pants.
Apparently those pants i have at home are kinda small.
Actually they fit.
But when i wear them, it will end up at my belly button there.
I will be like the next Mr Z or Mr Leong CC.

I am going to look for pants that fits around my waist.
And also find a cheap tie!
I think i am going to get a cheap BLACK tie!
than can match anything i wear.

Ahhh!!!
I hate wearing formal clothes!!!
Seriously need to go shopping!!!

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I realise I am a little bit more outspoken in some of my class.
Kinda the bad way!
Being a little bit of a joker.
Kinda getting a little more defiant.

And i believe this has so how jeapardise my grade.

I am going to be a good boy.
And not let the big fat female dog out of the cage!

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Went out with my niece and nephew on Saturday.
SHOPPING!!
hahah!
I just spent $30 on A shirt on Saturday!
Yah!

Now,
i am asking myself why???

bought it at Uniqlo.

Just felt in love with it.
And had to buy them!

kinda loving it.
though its HOT!
the fabric is kinda thick.
that's why.

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final leg

end of the race is just around the corner.
To all O level students,
ALL THE BEST!!!!

Here is a little luck for you.



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I am kinda proud and disappointment of myself now.

I am glad that i am improving in dance.
Though i am no where with the good dancer,
i content that there is improvement.
And i am doing things that i cant imagine of doing.

Though i only came to MDIG with nothing.
and had no aim or what so ever.
I just join just for the sake of dancing.
Like for fun.

The feeling of giving up always there.
Feels like i dont want to do it anymore.
Like ahhh!!!
I GIVE UP!!

That kind of feeling.

But I am really glad that i stayed on.


Apparently,
those hard work didn't really appear in someones eyes.

Coz the choreography for the up coming performance was a disappointment for myself.
I really aim and worked hard to be those who appear on stage all the time.
but not this time.

I have tried my very best.
Its like,
i am already in my second year,
and my level of performance is as good at the juniors.
Its so disappointing and shameful.

What more those who are better than me.
That is even more shameful!
I just want to quit.
And live life as it is.

Than come asking people to come and watch the performance.
Besides telling them whats there in the show,
I just feel like not asking them to come and watch.
Coz i feel so ashame of myself.
Like there is no point coming when i am like there for like split of seconds.
feels as good as i dont exist.


I am just dissapointed of myself.
Seriously.

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Ring Ding Dong

Yeah!
SHINee is back!

New album,
2009, Year Of Us


Ring Ding Dong



They came back with those bad boys look.
No more innocent young boys!
Just what i plan to do.
Going to cut my hair soon.
And going to give some bad boy element in me.

I some how prefer their previous 2 album more
coz there are more life to it.
But this is oklah...
Can't accept some of the changes.

Always something very different.
I think that is their USP.
Other than that,
they are AWSOME!!!

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Reflection 2009

Muse II Infusion


When?
11 November 2009, 8pm
Where?
The Republic Cultural Center
How much?
$10
Huh... So expensive.. BUT!
Buy from ME, buy 5 get 1 free!

I will be dancing!
Haha!
Yeah!
Come buy ticket!

I have seen the preview,
AWSOME?

HELL YEAH!!!

Got Hip Hop Dance!
Got Modern Dance! (in here and have been working hard for it)
Got Social Dance!
Got Malay Dance!
Got Indian Dance!

Come on!
Dont miss this chance!

If your not into dancing,
there are still other performances and activities.
And some of them are FREE!!!
Yeah..
FREE!!!
I repeat, FREE!!!!
hahah!

REFLECTION 2009
Republic Polytechnic's Community Arts Festival

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I got a feeling!

This awsome video!



I want this to happen in Singapore!
And i want to be the girl in blue!
Hahahha!

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where is

You left the house.

That is when all the influence came running to you.

You look at the grown up and say,
"I want to be like that!"

You go out looking like that.
You ignored the juvenile within.
You went ahead with that maturity.

You go out holding hands.
You go out hugging and kissing.
You go out showing how mature you are.
When whats inside, is only that developing brain of a toddler.
You claim you are old enough.

You invited starvation just to look like those mannequin in the magazines
You go out with a thick coat of artificial mask.
You go out with the least cloth surfacing those intimate surface.
You go out with towers on those heels.
You go out and strut down your own runway.
When whats behind the stage is just the purest skin of infant.
You claim you are beautiful.

You go out with this slim white baton in between those fingers.
You go out draining yourself with those toxic gas.
When whats inside just started to adjust to the new changes.
You claim you look cool.

You go out and showered in liquefied intoxicant.
You go out absorbing over dosage of medication.
You go out letting the beat taking over your soul.
When whats within is very delicate.
You claim it releases stress.

You go out and indulge your world with lust.
You go out and strip down till bare.
You go out disclosing those precious assets.
You go out and meet skin to skin welcoming sin.
When what existed are just untouched generation.
You claim its okay.

You go out with an unripe adolescent on your hand.
You go out pushing a wagon overwhelmed with a full bloom of innocent.
When whats meant to be is you pet.
You claim its not my fault.


the juvenile?

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Charger

I am freaking tired.
I lost my phone charger and
my camera charger is not working.

argh.

I myself need my own charger.


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