how to look good naked

When I am around my friends who are close to me,
i want to get comfortable with them.
i want them to see who i really am.
if they dont accept me for who i am,
well, there is nothing i can say other than,
"Oh, its ok. you can choose to leave if you want to."

I shall not hide my feeling to them.
I shall not cover up any hidden story or feeling or my physical flaws.
Be comfortable in my own skin
in my own feelings.


I know them well.
They know me well.

There is really nothing to hide about.

This is me.
This is who I am.
This is what I am.



Talking about skin,
hmm...
If I am comfortable with my body,
i would like to take naked photos of myself.
HAHHAH!
ey!
Not fully naked okay.

I am sure some of you have watched the show
'How to look good naked'



*i totally agree to what the men says in the video. I love girls who got curves more than runway models material*

Cant find any video of it.
But I wont be fully naked.
But just enough to show my skin.
hahaahaha

so yeah...

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unaccepting the accepted.

Its the problem again.
the body problem.
I still have yet come to a point where i accept
my "beautiful" body.

seriously.

there is no way i can sit down and tell myself this.
I LOVE MY BODY.

Sometimes i go out,
and see slim or i should say skinny guys in singlet or tank tops,
i always wonder,
where in the world does he get the confidence to
show so much skin?
or i should say BONES!

Some are even in a tiny little speedos!
that is like MAJOR!
i can see that you are very comfortable with your own body.

I am here not craving for perfection.
Who is?

I dont expect to have washboard abs, big chest or what so ever.
Just want to look healthy.
Healthier.
Something that is more accepted by norm.


however,
after listening to this song,
what can i do?



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