Tuesday, November 30, 2010

ultimate NOT READY!





I don't want to face tomorrow.
But tomorrow have to choice but to face me.
So do I.

December come.
Next month is a new year.
Aiyayayaya!


DECEMBER!
YAH!

3 more month before the key down and bless me with the new number.
1

20 now.

That makes me TWENTY ONE.
In 3 months time.

THREE MONTHS TIME PEOPLE!
3 FREAKING MONTHS!

Oh God!
*going to faint*
*hand on forehead*
*lean back a bit*
*eyes roll back a bit*

OH-MY-GOD!!!!


I SERIOUSLY CANNOT BELIEVE
I am turning 21!!


I feel so old!!!
(yet so young)

OMG!
I FEEL OLD!!!
I FEEL.....
errr...



This cannot be.
I dont feel 21!

err..
how should a 21-er feel?

Whatever it is,
I am not ready!
I am NOT ready to be 21!
NO!!
and NEVER WILL BE!

AHHHH!!!!

Oh GOD!

Can you just let me be Twenteen!
or at least 16 or 18...

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Prince Syafiq J


Wednesday, November 24, 2010

A different route.



I am OH-SO-FREAKING PROUD of my freaking self!
Like TOTALLY!!!

I freaking pass my NAPFA test!
MUAHAHAHHA!
LIKE FINALLY YES!!!

And i think i got a GOLD BABY!!!
Like never ever in my whole entire life i get a gold.
it has always been a bronze or silver.
Never a gold.

I am freaking elated.
I was like on cloud 9 when I saw all my results.

let me see what i did,
Sit-Ups: 47
Standing Broad Jump: 238
Sit & Reach: 45
Pull-Ups: 5
Shuttle Run: 10.2
2.4km: Dont know.

I tell you i am surprised by all my work myself.
Like I unknowingly can jump far,
unknowingly can reach out far,
unknowingly can carry myself,
unknowingly can run faster.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!
HAHAHHAHA!

I am so freaking happy man!!
I seriously dont know how I get standing broad jump up tp 238.
Like wow!

Previously I only jump up to 210.
20cm further makes a BIG difference man!

And and my sit and reach.
hahah!
People say im flexible just coz i a dancer.
when im NOT.

Previously i only managed to stretch to 30cm there.
now is 45.
WOW or WHAT???

Pull-up was the best.
Same thing to my 2.4km.

Seems like all those training were all worth it.
like really.
Though i was tired after work.
I still pull it through and never fail to train.

this is what i call it
DETERMINATION!

hahaahhha!
YEAH!

I think its good that I am working now and not schooling.
Coz if i were to school,
i wouldnt have time to train.
I will be back home late due to dance or something else.
On top of that, still have to do homework and study if i have UT.

So you see.
This is what I like about work.
After work is PURE free time.
No work no nothing.
all the time is yours.

AHHHHHHHH!!!!
IM FREAKING HAPPY!!


I was so happy and full of energy,
i still can do a 'victory' dance in the shower.
hahahha
yeah!
played some music in the toilet,
shower and dance!
hahhahaahah


know my success in my napfa test,
i am kinda aiming to branch out my 'ability circle'

I have been doing arts based activity ever since ever.
Now I kinda want to pursue into sports.

Eversince young,
i never really liked sports.
Soccer and stuff dont fit me.
Now, i am all grown up,
full of energy,
I SHOULD make use of it right?

I have alwasy like cycling.
I want to try long distance cycling.
Or if not,
I also want to try out biathlon or triathlon.

When it comes to sports,
jogging/ running, cycling, and swimming has always been my cup of tea.

Then comes badminton,
captains ball, basketball, and some others.

What do you think?

This way, i can pretty much be an all rounder.
hahahah

....

work is getting a little fun.
maybe only to a certain extend.
reason being that a lot of designing to be done.
My big boss is asking me to design the office wall mural,
design and come up with the concept for the staff resting area,
design the standee for the passanger,
so many!
hahah

Just because I can use photoshop,
they ask me to do it.

But some how,
it is extracting the inner designer in me.
hahaha
yah.
I feel like further study in design.

I have always been interested in designing.
but i am just afraid to go for it coz in singapore,
designing and arts isnt that flourish.

I am afraid, I dont do well in it.
and how am i going to make end meets when i dont work properly?

That is why I enter the Tourism Industry.
I believe that it is much safer as Singapore feeds on the industry to survive.
All these tourist are our employee.
We get them into singapore and spend spend spend.

Even if I dot get into the tourism industry,
i can always fall back on business.
Because in events management, business also plays apart.
Thus, if it dont work,
i already have my contingency plan layed out.

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In life, you have to see things in different light.
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Prince Syafiq J



Sunday, November 21, 2010

do you know





You walk down the street.
Your eyes scan through every beautiful faces.
Faces of different shapes and sizes.

Eyes meet eyes.
A stare.
A moment.
A meaning.

Time took its break.
What is seconds feels like hours, days, weeks, months and years,


A question.

'Is this the right one?'


An attempt to decipher what it means.
Decipher what does your eyes means.
Decipher what does you heart means.
Decipher what does everything means.

No meaning.

and the almost winner came in last in the run.

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We meet.
We talked.
We danced.
We shared.
We fought.
We bickered.
We kissed.
We walked.

'Is this the right one?'
'Are you the one?'
'Am I your want?'
'Am I your needs?'

'How do I know?'

There is no apparent label.
I see no classification with my bear eyes.


People say, "Seeing Is Believing"

But I don't see it.
How do I believe it?

How can I believe what these eyes dont capture?



The question,

"How do i know you are the right one?"


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Prince Syafiq J



Monday, November 8, 2010

sigh



If I am like this now, how will I be in the future?
One big lesson ought to be learn.

my heart is deep down under the deep blue sea.
almost reaching the sea bed where it is pitch dark.


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princesyafiqj

Sunday, November 7, 2010

cheap or not?




I simply LOVE cheap stuff!
MUAHHAHAH!

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PrinceSyafiqJ



Saturday, November 6, 2010

I swam across, I jumped across for you






Its so funny that he don't 100% believe in love.
He don't 100% trust in love.
but its ironic as it seems like his soul is longing for it.

Longing for that special someone.
Longing for that hand to hold.
Longing for that hug and that
'I Love You'






































































But he is not ready.


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PrinceSyafiqJ



Monday, November 1, 2010

im not bulletproof



If i were to choreography,
I would use this song.





Just a simple touch, just a little clutch
Makes me feel like flying
But where are you tonight?
Something isn't right
Can you please stop hiding?

I am trying not to think about
All the things you did before
But sometimes it all just gets to me
I can't fake it anymore

I'll stay with you but remember
And be careful what you do
'Cause I'm not bulletproof

In your secret place, staring into space
Leaves me feeling frozen
I just need to feel that what we have is real
And I'm the one you've chosen

I am trying not to think about
All the things you did before
But sometimes it all just gets to me
I can't fake it anymore

I'll stay with you but remember
And be careful what you do
'Cause I'm not bulletproof

I am trying not to think about
All the things you did before
But sometimes it all just gets to me


I can't fake it anymore

I'll stay with you but remember
And be careful what you do
'Cause I'm not bulletproof

And I'm not bulletproof
(And I'm not bulletproof)
And I'm not bulletproof
(And I'm not bulletproof)

I'm not bulletproof
(And I'm not bulletproof)
I'm not bulletproof
(And I'm not bulletproof)
I'm not bulletproof

(I am trying not to think about)
I'm not bulletproof
(But sometimes it all just gets to me)
I'm not bulletproof

(I'll stay with you but remember)
I'm not bulletproof
('Cause I'm not bulletproof)
I'm not bulletproof
('Cause I'm not bulletproof)
I'm not bulletproof

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Prince Syafiq J