SKIP!

I am going to skip what i say in the previoue post.
sorry!

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to miss izzah e35q,
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and you dont need any account to leave 'tag' in comment.
i don use tag board.
sorry!
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same thing apply to the rest of the readers.
just leave your 'tag' under comment.
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ok!
i have been a long time since talk here.
kinda miss it.
haiz..

Life have been like an trevelator.
just stand there and not doing a thing.
letting time pull myself.
i am just too filled up with activity.
sometimes, i just done have time on my own.



this holiday,
i feel rather dead most of the time
apart of the greatest thing that ever happen in my life!

i did so many things that i never thought i would do.
there were so many 'first time for everything'
but not really what i aim to do.
I have always wanted to do something
but i guess im relying on people too much that i forget about myself.
like, my plan is just to go swimming.
and i am like waiting for people to go swimming with me.
i waited and waited.
still no.
i think history is repeating itself.
same thing happen last time.
i rely on people too much.

gosh!
i just find myself stupid!
i just wont learnt my lesson!
STUPID!!!!
SHIBBAL!

I believe i didn't organize my time well.
i feel like an idiot!


another thing.
dance.
i think its taking up a lot of my brain memory.
Like seriously!
I have to remember each and every little thing about dance.
Dance choreo, dance admin stuff, names.
I have to know each and every little thing that is happening.
if i leave a single thing out,
problem.
if i add something extra,
another problem.
sometimes i wonder,
if this is what i really want...
am i ok with it?
i can recall chels telling me,
dont persue it if it dont bring me happiness.
am i happy?
ermm....
no i guess.
coz so far,
my life revolve around dance.
like,
morning i have to check email about dance.
night i have to check email about dance.
i have to send out email regarding dance.
I have to reply dance emails.
i am with dance 24/7!
any time any where.
it jus goes to show how unorganized i am.
i mean please look at people working.
starts at 9 and stops at 5.
after 5 they don do work.
but me?
after 5,
i will be busy doing dance stuff.
be it in school, or at home.
so many craps about dance.
i just feel like giving up.
like just let it go.
and concentrate on my dance skills.
just work on improving them rather than the admin stuff.
and i seriously believe that i am not being a good leader so far.
seriously!
like i cant even shout to get everyone's attention to make announcement.
like what the hell??!!
im a guy!
hello!!!!!!!!!
syafiq!!!!!
wake up!!!
what happen to your banana and balls???!!

just feeling crappy about this craps!

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have you ever talk to a stranger like he/she is your best friend?
just as you trusted the person,
he/she just left like that.
stating one pathetic reason and that it.
i thought it wouldn't affect me so much,
but it kinda did.
it hurts.
coz the impact he/she made in my life is so deep.
when he/she left,
there is one big hole there....
if you are reading this,
you know who you are.

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i forgot to post about my birthday.
hehe.
I think this years birthday celebration is the simplest ever!
like all the way down to the basic!
but the presents are yummy!!!
haha!





just a simply blow out the candle, cut the candle and kfc in the house.

and the presents!
hehe!
i got a DC watch from my mom!
woohoo!!!
ALL the DC super heroes are in the watch!
including SUPERMAN!!!
hahahaha!
my younger sis gave me a superman shirt!
rocks!
my dad gave me a black Kickers hoodie!
Just what i need!
and this is going to be a bit funny.
hehe.
he gave me the present in a bag.
and looking into the bag,
i found the receipt of my present!!!!
heheheheh!
it cost, $S XXXXX
hahahaahha!
i just kept quiet...
hehehe!
i presume my HD given by my bro is my bdae present.
the HD which i forget the password to it.
and he is so going to kill me!!!
lastly my elder sis gave me
a Levis signature slim jeans!
WOOHOO!!!!
I love it the most!!!
i know im not into skinny jeans,
but the slim jeans fits me perfectly!!!!
just like a condom!
LOVE IT!!!!!

and i got 2 gargantuan bottle of
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abnormaly shock ofcoz!!!
haha!
and wondering...
heheh!

thanx to these 2 pretty lady!

THANX girls!
Thanx A LOT!!
LOVE YOU!!!

yah!
Thanx to them also for the great April's Fools Joke!
SHIBBAL-er!!!
I cant believe i fall for their shibal-ing trick!
at 1st i was already being wary of what is happening
coz i know its 1st April.
when hannah called,
i was like ok...
just play along with her...
coz i suspect it was a joke.
but slowly it turned out to be "so real!"
thanx guys!
it sounded so real!
i was like damn!
what am i going to do?
what am i suppose to do?
and those 2 bloody shibal-ers were happily laughing behind my back!
WHAT THE HELL!!!!
BLOODY BITCH!!!
hahahahaahah!
after knowing it was just a prank,
i was seriously damn OMG!
I really thought our friendship was going to end...
Like FULLSTOP!
their acting skills were superb!
I shouldn't say acting,
coz it was just on the phone.
So sorry,
no Oscar for you guys!
"acting" over the phone won't get you anywhere near Oscar.
If i would have meet you guys on the day it self,
there goes the prank...
coz i know hannah cannot act it out!
chelsea, hmmm....
maybe...

seriously,
they are soo going to get it from me one day!!!
Just you wait!!!
Ill come back with a Marvelous plan someday!

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about the weight gainer,
i drank it on tuesday.
i think i somehow made the wrong concoction or something,
i had a terrible diarrhea on that day.
after drinking,
i had terrible headache because the drink was like uber sweet..
like drinking syrup with powder.
i tell you!
it was jus crazy!
an hour later i ate my lunch.
and it took me like an hour for me to finish up my lunch
coz i was told to take more rice and i was in a state of seeing stars...
so i was like eating grain by grain. (i am exaggerating ofcoz)
yah..
2-3 hr later.
i felt my stomach active!
i feel like my stomach was like a washing machine.
I can really really feel my food going round and round..
and suddenly nature called!
omg!
i tell you!
CRAZY!
it was crazy in the toilet!
things coming out like slurpy!!!

it did not happen once!
but i went to the toilet like 3- 4 times that night!!!
my asshole hurts a lot!
felt like someone just fuck me!
I told myself!
if i have to go toilet again,
i am soo going to DIE!!
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i am seriously waiting for school to open.
i have no $$$$
now!
no school = no allowance
haiz..
SCHOOL! SCHOOL!! SCHOOL!!!

ok!
im going to continue this soon...
see ya!

im not going to continue it.
hehe.
its the end.

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Prince Syafiq J