Tuesday, January 20, 2009

mirror mirror on the wall...

looking at my reflection...
Hatred!

I just cannot take it!
I kept on trying
but
it seems like nothing is working.

Just feel like giving up.
But worthless.


Why....
why....


I feel like nothing at times...
Just like a scarecrow,
left out in the field.
Alone.

I seriously hate the way my body is now.
Damn fucking skinny!
I cannot stop hatting my body.

The more i look, ...

cant think of anything else...


This is the part where weakness cannot be changed into strength.
There can be miracle
but it just won't happen.

Nope.

It won't.

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princesyafiqj



6 comments:

Girl in the Kaftan said...

it takes alot of time. slow and steady. Besides your looking hotter. =)

Girl in the Kaftan said...

it takes alot of time. slow and steady. Besides your looking hotter. =)

Prince Syafiq J. said...

i know... patient patient patient... feel, like im running out of it.
Thanx for the compliment.
but its the clothes that is looking good. not me.

Girl in the Kaftan said...

hey. like what i said.

Always look at the positive.

CristyAmanda said...

aww dont worry syafiq!
Youll grow bigger in time to come!
I too think you look better now! :)

Prince Syafiq J. said...

thanx cristy...