......................................................
I will talk more about my trip some other time.
Most probably when I got all the pic from my friends.
Coz I transferred my my photo to my friends laptop while on the trip.
.......................................................
Over My Shoulder - MIKA
And now I am going to talk about whats happening to me now.
I am seriously LOST right now!
I don't know what is happening to the world and myself.
In Cambodai,
I had the time of my life.
I experience how slow pace life is.
And I was really enjoying it.
Coming back to Singapore,
things are like F1 race car.
Zooming non stop!
When I on my laptop,
I was bombarded with gazillions of e-mails!
Like seriously!
The 'del' button became my best friend for a moment.
Just clicking 'del' 'del' 'del' 'del' non stop!
The one that i am seriously NOT looking forward was the school's email!
Its like a fear to me.
Browsing through the emails,
I was like...
????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????
?????????
???
?
Seriously!
I don't know what the hell is happening.
What more being a president of an IG!!!!
So many things can happen within 2 freaking weeks!
I have like 10 freaking things (and counting) to handle.
And I am like ??????
What an I going to do?
At this point of time,
I just wish I could just go back to Cambodia
and lead a happy time there.
Coz i think I can hear Cambodia calling me!
Sadly,
it's like a bad thing to do coz im like running away from my problem.
And thanks to CD,
I believe in 'KARMA'!
Being somebody is a big deal!
Its like buying a MEGA MAC at McDonal
or
Burger King Stacker
I seriously wonder why can't I be like other student??
Like don really have to care about anything much.
Once they reach home,
they can like just sit around n rest.
But me,
I have other matter to look into.
Like what to do for my IG.
Adimin stuff and all.
Really disturbing...
I mean i want to go home n just rest.
N not to think about other stuff.
Being somebody also limits my spare time.
Now I am like having my holiday,
I want to look for jobs but like got no time.
I guess my time management sucks!
like TOTALLY!
im so freaking mad at myself now!
after reflecting,
I realise I am lost.
Like who am I?
What am I?
Coz so many things is going on around me.
And changes within myself.
i really wonder,
I am i really who I am now?
Or there is like another ME who is waiting to come out,
just waiting for the right time.
Gosh!
I am seriously confuse!
I can say, what is happening now is that I am just living day by day.
Like I am on a (leech) leaded by the thing call 'time'.
I know its dangerous, but I am trying my best to get a grip of it.
I believe this is the period where by I need to slow things down,
and take things one at a time.
I need to slowly finding myself.
Look for those things that has the ME on it.
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*
*
*
*
*
princesyafiqj
I will talk more about my trip some other time.
Most probably when I got all the pic from my friends.
Coz I transferred my my photo to my friends laptop while on the trip.
.......................................................
Over My Shoulder - MIKA
And now I am going to talk about whats happening to me now.
I am seriously LOST right now!
I don't know what is happening to the world and myself.
In Cambodai,
I had the time of my life.
I experience how slow pace life is.
And I was really enjoying it.
Coming back to Singapore,
things are like F1 race car.
Zooming non stop!
When I on my laptop,
I was bombarded with gazillions of e-mails!
Like seriously!
The 'del' button became my best friend for a moment.
Just clicking 'del' 'del' 'del' 'del' non stop!
The one that i am seriously NOT looking forward was the school's email!
Its like a fear to me.
Browsing through the emails,
I was like...
????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????
?????????
???
?
Seriously!
I don't know what the hell is happening.
What more being a president of an IG!!!!
So many things can happen within 2 freaking weeks!
I have like 10 freaking things (and counting) to handle.
And I am like ??????
What an I going to do?
At this point of time,
I just wish I could just go back to Cambodia
and lead a happy time there.
Coz i think I can hear Cambodia calling me!
Sadly,
it's like a bad thing to do coz im like running away from my problem.
And thanks to CD,
I believe in 'KARMA'!
Being somebody is a big deal!
Its like buying a MEGA MAC at McDonal
orBurger King Stacker
I seriously wonder why can't I be like other student??
Like don really have to care about anything much.
Once they reach home,
they can like just sit around n rest.
But me,
I have other matter to look into.
Like what to do for my IG.
Adimin stuff and all.
Really disturbing...
I mean i want to go home n just rest.
N not to think about other stuff.
Being somebody also limits my spare time.
Now I am like having my holiday,
I want to look for jobs but like got no time.
I guess my time management sucks!
like TOTALLY!
im so freaking mad at myself now!
after reflecting,
I realise I am lost.
Like who am I?
What am I?
Coz so many things is going on around me.
And changes within myself.
i really wonder,
I am i really who I am now?
Or there is like another ME who is waiting to come out,
just waiting for the right time.
Gosh!
I am seriously confuse!
I can say, what is happening now is that I am just living day by day.
Like I am on a (leech) leaded by the thing call 'time'.
I know its dangerous, but I am trying my best to get a grip of it.
I believe this is the period where by I need to slow things down,
and take things one at a time.
I need to slowly finding myself.
Look for those things that has the ME on it.
*
*
*
*
*
*
princesyafiqj
4 comments:
Khmer boy! Don't think so much about the future. The importance is now. And you still can live your slow paced life. maybe not as slow as cambodia but just take it one thing at a time. And about finding yourself, i think you know what you are, maybe now your just confused about who you want to become. Don't think too much into it. Just as long you know right from wrong good and bad you will eventually become what you were meant to be all your life.
For now let me tell you what you are to me. You are an amazing best friend and a unique individual.
LOVE YOU LOTS!
Thanx chels!
Love you!
LINK YOU SYAFIQ!
ahh, miss those days in cambodia!!
Hey! Moose!
Hehe.. Thanx for linking me!
But.. ermm... I don't really know who you are with you name as 'moose'.
Sorry about that! ><
Hope you would introduce a little bit more about you!
And i do miss those days in Cambodia also! Just wish i can go back there...!
Hehe!
Thanx any way!
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