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I will talk more about my trip some other time.
Most probably when I got all the pic from my friends.
Coz I transferred my my photo to my friends laptop while on the trip.
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Over My Shoulder - MIKAAnd now I am going to talk about whats happening to me now.
I am seriously
LOST right now!
I don't know what is happening to the world and myself.
In Cambodai,
I had the time of my life.
I experience how slow pace life is.
And I was really enjoying it.
Coming back to Singapore,
things are like F1 race car.
Zooming non stop!
When I on my laptop,
I was
bombarded with
gazillions of e-mails!Like seriously!
The
'del' button became my best friend for a moment.
Just clicking 'del' 'del' 'del' 'del' non stop!
The one that i am seriously
NOT looking forward was the
school's email!Its like a fear to me.
Browsing through the emails,
I was like...
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????Seriously!
I don't know what the hell is happening.
What more being a president of an IG!!!!
So many things can happen within
2 freaking weeks!I have like 10 freaking things
(and counting) to handle.
And I am like ??????
What an I going to do?
At this point of time,
I just wish I could just go back to Cambodia
and lead a happy time there.
Coz i think I can hear Cambodia calling me!
Sadly,
it's like a bad thing to do coz im like running away from my problem.
And thanks to CD,
I believe in
'KARMA'! Being somebody is a big deal!Its like buying a
MEGA MAC at McDonalor
Burger King StackerI seriously wonder why can't I be like other student??
Like don really have to care about anything much.
Once they reach home,
they can like just sit around n rest.
But me,
I have other matter to look into.
Like what to do for my IG.
Adimin stuff and all.
Really disturbing...
I mean i want to go home n just rest.
N not to think about other stuff.
Being somebody also limits my spare time.
Now I am like having my holiday,
I want to look for jobs but like got no time.
I guess my time management sucks!
like TOTALLY!
im so freaking mad at myself now!
after reflecting,
I realise I am lost.
Like who am I?
What am I?Coz so many things is going on around me.
And changes within myself.
i really wonder,
I am i really who I am now?
Or there is like another ME who is waiting to come out,
just waiting for the right time.
Gosh!
I am seriously confuse!
I can say, what is happening now is that I am just living day by day.
Like I am on a (leech) leaded by the thing call 'time'.
I know its dangerous, but I am trying my best to get a grip of it.
I believe this is the period where by I need to slow things down,
and take things one at a time.
I need to slowly finding myself.
Look for those things that has the
ME on it.
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