baby born

born this way.

i am glad i am born this way.

reason being,

i am pretty happy with the way i am.

my life.

put aside my hatred for my body.

i go through life that is pretty easy.

pretty simple.

pretty manageable.

i mean,

i see some people,

they have so much problem and trouble in their life.

like i dono..

i have a friend who pretty much growing up with people hating him.

ever since secondary school,

people dont really like him.

its not hate, hate.

but there is always a point where they would hate him.

and same thing in poly.

eventually we got into the same school.

so i somehow managed to see him around.

pretty much the same thing happen.

another friend of mine.

always hearing stories meeting weird people.

almost anywhere she go,

she will meet weird people.

like talk to her randomly.

do weird stuff and other..

too many to say here.

another friend of mine.

always get into trouble.

in camp.

whenever there is some kind or what so ever,

among us,

and always,

out of many of us.

its always him getting spotted with the problem or trouble.

some other

forever attached.

and

forever breaking up.

forever sad.

some other face many problem like any where they go.

school

work

ns

i dono.

like anywhere they go,

i always hear problem

like the boss very bad.

argument with colleague.

given too much work.

then i reflect back.

how come i dont face all these things?

why is it pretty much the same people facing the same problem.

i can safely say i an on good terms with everyone.

i dont meet weird people.

if i go work, my bosses are all good.

in ns, i got like one of the "lepak" coy and my unit is pretty much manageable.

i dont always get into trouble.

so yah..

just a reflection.

when people talk about their problem

or i look at their problem,

i always wonder why didnt it happen to me

and thank you god.

you blessed me with this life.

thank you very much god.

well,

i kinda have one problem.

actually more than than. 

some are inside my "treasure box".

highly very very very confidential!

secret!

only few knows.

haha

but one problem that i can say out is...

LOVE.

yes.

*roll eyes*

maybe i am just jealous looking at couple.

my friends pretty much attached and pretty happy.

but i tell myself

ah! f it!

u see their photos online and stuff

looks like they are happy,

are they really happy???

have i seen their tough times???

NO!

so what makes u think they are very very 'secured'.

and also

since im single,

i got the freedom

go fly!

fly like a bird in the sky.

dont think about on love and stuff.

no point dwelling on stuff that may not happen

or probably out of my reach.

like a zillion time ive said.

let fate bring to THE place.

as much as i say these things,

deep inside me i do think about it.

especially at night.

on bed.

and especially when listening to Class 95 Love Song.

ahh...

that programme never fail to melt my heart.

always listen to it when doing duty.

when i do duty after 10,

Class 95 will always be on when doing sentry.

if not, its either 987fm or Gold90!

another heart melting channel.

hahah

so yup.

just a little reflection.

and and and

meet my new baby!

she is my SEX!

she is android.

she is qwerty keypad.

she is touchscreen.

she is what ive been looking for.

just that she is not side kick.

but found her sister.

but not in singapore..

Samsung Galazy S Pro

 

my ultimate phone.

if she comes to singapore,

im gona marry her!!

talking about baby.

i got my baby.

Afi Skyler.

Not really my baby.

myy nepherw.

he is the baby in the house.

literally.

hahha

he is just adorable.

damn 'talkative'!!

very noise.

a lot of baby talk!

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Prince Syafiq J