mirror mirror on the wall...

looking at my reflection...
Hatred!

I just cannot take it!
I kept on trying
but
it seems like nothing is working.

Just feel like giving up.
But worthless.


Why....
why....


I feel like nothing at times...
Just like a scarecrow,
left out in the field.
Alone.

I seriously hate the way my body is now.
Damn fucking skinny!
I cannot stop hatting my body.

The more i look, ...

cant think of anything else...


This is the part where weakness cannot be changed into strength.
There can be miracle
but it just won't happen.

Nope.

It won't.

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its coming

I suddenly feel like dying my hair.
Hmmm...
I want to die brown!
Haiz...
But i dont know whether my mum will allow.

Last time i ask her,
this is what she says,
"If you die your hair, DON'T EVEN think of coming back HOME!"

I was like what.....!!!!
WHY???

She just kept quiet.


I think she look at all the FUCKING MATS & MINAHS FUCKING UGLY HAIR,
and think I want to die my hair like them.
Thanx to them,
I cannot die my hair.
FUCK M&M!

But i told her already that i wont die my hair like them.
I know i am a LOUD person.
But not to my hair.
*for the moment*

I told her, i want to die my hair.
Just those that can only be seen under the sun.
Or maybe a little bit more abvious.



Something like that but a little bit more darker.
Something a little bit more laid back.

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Yesterday,
during break,
was damn bored!
Nothing to do.
So, i asked Rinu (one of the foreign student in my class)
wether I can go to her hostel and just see how it look like.
Yes for her.
I asked other of my classmates along.
And we went there,
I was like OMG!
the view is SUPERB.

As you enter the door,
this is what you will see.

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This is what you will see at the balcony!
OMG!
We were awed by the view and the wind was...
Oh My......

I am very much in love with the place...

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Holiday coming.
I think it is going to be boring..

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Today i want to partial!
I dono what to do in class.
Just playing craps.
Haiz...

But no one want to go with me...

I am feeling all bored and restless!!!
LAlalalalalalalaal!!!
Blahblahblah
llololololololololol
lelelelelelelelele
naanannanananannan!

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put your feet on the ground

YEAP!
Yesterday, i was literally on my feet!
The whole day!

Had treckking wifh Jivers.


Report at 7.45.
Have to wake up early in the morning!!!
Aiyoh..
But for Health sake.
Didn't bring my cam.
Don intend to tkae any photo.
But good thing got my Phone.
and its 3.2mega pixel!!!
Haha!

So lets see what I got...

picture not arranged accordingly.


Well...
Trekking starts at 9.
We trek all the way till almost 3.
We reached Vivo.
Vig, her friend and I went to candy empire to grab some stuff.
I took the bus home alone.
And it was a hell long journey form Harbour Front to yishun.
Was asleep in the bus most of the time.
Damn tiring!
Thank goodnees the goodies i got from candy empire kept me awake a little.
Reached Yishun at round 5.
Took 859 back Home.
When i reached home,
only my brother was home.
My parents went Marina Barrage!
I was like, WHAT????
I want to go.
Then called my mom,
thank god, she went to pick up her sister at yishun.
So, she will turn back sembawang and pick me up.

I took a quick shower and off to Marina barrage.
Before heading to Marina Barrage,
we went to Expo for some Malay Wedding convention.

After everything, them went to Marina Barrage!
YEAY!


YUP!
That was my experience at Marina Barrage.
I want to go there again!
Can anyone accompany me???
Hehe...

And after marina barrage, we went east coast park!
to eat satay and drink coconut drink.
hmm..
Was alrady tired.
my feet was killing me!
you know when your on your feet for soo long...
Then you will feel pain and tired at e base of you feet.
Walau...
I was like omg...
I cant wait to go home and sleep.

Well,
i did.
I went straight to sleep when i reach home!

Now!
I feel much better.
but still tired.

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My sister getting engaged soon!
.26Jan09.
That's the date!


Hmmm...
When will mine be....
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NOT SOON!
I am still young and have to

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live MY life
before I have to share my life with somebody else eternally.

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One more weeks of school and
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HOLIDAY!!!!!!
rhythm with a "YEAY!!!!!!!!!!"

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