how to look good naked

When I am around my friends who are close to me,
i want to get comfortable with them.
i want them to see who i really am.
if they dont accept me for who i am,
well, there is nothing i can say other than,
"Oh, its ok. you can choose to leave if you want to."

I shall not hide my feeling to them.
I shall not cover up any hidden story or feeling or my physical flaws.
Be comfortable in my own skin
in my own feelings.


I know them well.
They know me well.

There is really nothing to hide about.

This is me.
This is who I am.
This is what I am.



Talking about skin,
hmm...
If I am comfortable with my body,
i would like to take naked photos of myself.
HAHHAH!
ey!
Not fully naked okay.

I am sure some of you have watched the show
'How to look good naked'



*i totally agree to what the men says in the video. I love girls who got curves more than runway models material*

Cant find any video of it.
But I wont be fully naked.
But just enough to show my skin.
hahaahaha

so yeah...

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ramdom

I got so many things to say.
But just damn lazy.

What ever it is,
I am kinda enjoying life.

NOT!

I just got one of my tooth extracted!
Like bloody toot!
One of my back tooth is extracted.
I am damn sad.
Now i am only chewing using one side.
No more both side.
...

I just finished watching
Joe Dirt.



Damn that show.
It may be stupid.
But there are so many meanings behind the show.

'You may think you are the worst man on earth,
but believe me, there are worst out there!'

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I would also like to thank my girls who performed for LEAPS.
It was a success.
Thank you girls!
Without you girls, I dont know how things will be.

Thank you!


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unaccepting the accepted.

Its the problem again.
the body problem.
I still have yet come to a point where i accept
my "beautiful" body.

seriously.

there is no way i can sit down and tell myself this.
I LOVE MY BODY.

Sometimes i go out,
and see slim or i should say skinny guys in singlet or tank tops,
i always wonder,
where in the world does he get the confidence to
show so much skin?
or i should say BONES!

Some are even in a tiny little speedos!
that is like MAJOR!
i can see that you are very comfortable with your own body.

I am here not craving for perfection.
Who is?

I dont expect to have washboard abs, big chest or what so ever.
Just want to look healthy.
Healthier.
Something that is more accepted by norm.


however,
after listening to this song,
what can i do?



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Republic Polytechnic Dance Festival

Its the time of the year again.
MOMENTUM!

I will be performing.
But once again,
I am going to say this over and over again.
Do come down and watch!
not to support me but support the arts scene in SG!

Many many good dance groups are performing;
NUS Dance Ensemble
SMU InDanCity
TP Dance Ensemble
Dance Spectrum
some SYF Gold with honour secondary school
and many many many more!!!

its only $10!!!

Momentum
27 - 28 May 2011
Republic Polytechnic
TRCC, Theater.

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Aside from that,
this time will be a little special.

Besides Momentum main event,
that is the dance concert,
I have something that i really really want everyone to watch!





LEAPS!
A student choreography showcase.

I am one of the choreographer.
I am choreographing!

This is my first time choreographing.
I have always wanted to choreograph.
I am doing it now!
Its in the process now.
And i can say that other choreographer are doing a good job!
Seriously,
I really want people to see my creation.
Just like how you see my photos created.
Now it is translated to DANCE form.

All performance are solely created from the students themselves!
There are 7 student choreographer.
All 7 are showing very different things.
We got Hip Hop student choreographer doing modern dance.
Capoeira student choreographer doing malay dance.
Wushu student choreographer doing mixing Hip Hop and Wushu Martial Arts.
Me doing hahhaahh! something pretty hmm...
how to say ah...
awkward?

(the photo kinda show a little preview of my item)


and many many more!!!


and here is the best thing.
its FREE!

YES! FREE!
FREE!
FREE!

Dont you just love FREE things?
I mean like hello!!!
FREE!
ZERO DOLLARS!

So come down to
Republic Polytechnic
TRCC, Dance Studio 1
Thursday evening.
19th May 2011.

I am soo freaking excited for this thing!
AHH!!
I have been working hard for this.

I have a hard time sleeping at night cause of this.
Hahahah!
But I can its going to be all worth it!

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when its out

Hello.
I am a disappointment.
I know I am.
I know I will be.
I couldn't help it.

I am sorry.

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national service

8th November 2011

8:45 am
Pulau Tekong
Singapore Armed Force
Basic Military Training




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PrinceSyafiqJ

power random

Dont say we Dont love you guys.

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Confession

I have a confession.

I am sorry.

But this is so wrong.

But I,

wanna club!

I just love the feeling of the loud music beating my ear

as my body respond to it.

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That special someone

I am not gona care much about how my blogs looks like now.
But I think I just want to let this out.

I dont know whats getting into me lately.
I suddenly felt 'Lonely'

I feel so alone.
Its not those literally i am lonely kinda feeling.
But more of like,
i am alone because of me being single?


I mean,
I dont know...
I just feel like i want to love somebody.
I,
I just want to be with somebody who i love truly.

I want to fill my empty heart with that someone special.
I want that special someone.

This is just so not me.
I really dont want to me attached.
I am really not prepared.
This thing have been going one some time.

Sometimes I just feel like having that special someone to talk to,
every night before i go to sleep.
I want to say "Good Night Love, I Love You".
And the good night conversation will just go on,
either one of us not wanting to put the phone down cause we just dont want to.
Only until one of us decide to put the phone down unwillingly.
I want to go to sleep smiling about that special someone and
thinking that that special someone will always be in my heart.
I long to see that special someone in my dream.
I want to wake up in the morning thinking about nothing but that special someone.
I want to check my phone and see if that special someone have text me in the morning.
I want to be the one saying "Good Morning Love. I Love You"
I want to walk down the streets holding that special someone's hand.
I want to hug that special someone tight like there is no tomorrow
and say "I Love You" with my tears rolling down my cheeks.
Knowing how much I love that special someone so much.
How much that special someone means to me.
I want to look deep into that special someones eyes
and we both know what we are saying, "I Love You".
I want that special someone to be a secret.
A sacred?
It will just be us.
Only us and nobody.
Dear Cupid,
Dear God,
where is that special someone?



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in this moment

Blog in construction.

I went for my trip to India.

I finished my internship.

I Had my prom night.

I am graduating baby!

I have no more internet at home.

So, I will be rarely online.

I will be virtually disconnected.

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